Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Lost love is still love -
it just comes in a different form.
I remember feeling stress and experiencing physical tiredness yesterday night. Those feelings have caused me to sink into slight despair in the things I'm doing now, and wanted very much to let go and just focus on one thing - studies.
However, God has been faithful in my life - even in times that I want to give up. I admit that I have been feeling lousy towards the area of my pastoral ministry, of how little growth there is in quantity. So I cried out and ask, and He blessed my CG to have four people turning up for tomorrow's lunch! :D This calls for a time to rejoice and to pray even harder! XD I'm very excited for the date tomorrow because my girls will be the ones that is meeting them! Haha.
Also, I'm very thankful to God for always helping me to remember how much He has blessed me. For this entire week, He placed something or someone for me to look forward to! Yes, today's one was having dinner with Brother! :D We had a simple dinner at KFC and I am blessed to be able to hear his thoughts and the way he perceives things. (: Oh yes, we were highly amused by Alvin! Hahaha.
Oh yea~!! I'll be trying out to edit the soundtracks~!! Hahaha. Shall try them out tomorrow night! :D Okay, I better turn in soon before I start being grumpy tomorrow! And yes, this night my heart is constantly churning with joy! XD
maoed.]
at 10:39 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
